Something for you

Hi bi..Actually I really am not happy.Like all the things I do for you.You don't really bother?!Isit cause I do not enough?Why haven't I been updating blog lately?Cause I know no matter how I update,will u actually read it?!I guess not.Yesterday,I was really angry.I was so upset.I was down.Depressed like I really just want to let some car bang me.I love you.I do.But the feeling you gave me yesterday was like,do you even care what I really want?!Or you just lazy to bother.Do u actually think that What you are giving me is enough?What I really want at that moment?Will u care?!For what I see with my own eyes is,you don't.I feel sad,to you is like 'so what?!'.Most important is like yourself first.Ah ying tell me,you listens to your gf more then your family,i told her,not really,maybe I am just like 10% more you listen to only.Actually,I really don't know how much efford you actually put on me.I don't like to always hear.i want to feel it,I want to see it with my own eyes to believe.I hate the word sorry.Cause everytime i hear it it hurts me!you know why?!Than baby know why it hurts?!Cause I know everytime you say finish sorry,end up,I am gonna face the same thing again.Yes you did change alot.Maybe not so pik cik already,I guess.people need time to change.I am giving time.I also want to change,but I keep telling you letting you,but i don't see anything,I will get fed up.I am So damn fed up.Like I've said before.I sad or angry,so what? You don't care.Cause you know you are more fierce then me.You know end up I will say sorry,I will still be there.I don't know why i say so much.I feel even if I type the whole page,its doesn't mean anything.Maybe you'll even be pik cik now.Hmm..

A monday night Moon

12th of September 2011,Monday

I toke it from googles.=]

Happy mooncake festival.This year the moon wasn't really big n round.We ended up in look out point in Jalan Ampang.

Taking a trip down Petaling street

Sunday, 11th Of September 2011

Today is the first time me and baby went down to Petaling Street (茨厂街) known as china town in selangor.We toke the LRT.Easy Fast Cheap.Lol! The best chee cheong fun with nothing but chee cheong fun!Thumbs up!

Twinkle Twinkle lil star

Hi baby!I love you muchiieee.I miss you very much!Baby lefted for outstation again today.I miss you.='[ Well..its ok.Your a guy,you have to have a good future in order to look after me!(Wink face).I love you baby!Yes..We argueds again yesterday..I don't really remember why.This morning I woke up,I put on the mickey tee  u bought me.Went in my car,when I put My bottle aside me like i always do before I drive.Something went thru my head.Actually baby did give me his everything.But I was always asking for more from baby.I know I am bad.=/ But I also love baby alot mah!(hehehehe)Thank you for everything baby!I love you.

Thank you baby!

 13th of August 2011

cute cute one lo!

THANK YOU BABY!hehe...Thankyou for buying me the  beg I wanted(desperately).. Hehe..So cute of you.Actually I really didn't want baby to waste that money to do so.Cause I know baby lack of cash le.=/ But thankyou baby!Muacks!I love you very much!And I loved the beg alot!Seriouly alot!Muacks!Hehe..Thankyou baby!