Something for you

Hi bi..Actually I really am not happy.Like all the things I do for you.You don't really bother?!Isit cause I do not enough?Why haven't I been updating blog lately?Cause I know no matter how I update,will u actually read it?!I guess not.Yesterday,I was really angry.I was so upset.I was down.Depressed like I really just want to let some car bang me.I love you.I do.But the feeling you gave me yesterday was like,do you even care what I really want?!Or you just lazy to bother.Do u actually think that What you are giving me is enough?What I really want at that moment?Will u care?!For what I see with my own eyes is,you don't.I feel sad,to you is like 'so what?!'.Most important is like yourself first.Ah ying tell me,you listens to your gf more then your family,i told her,not really,maybe I am just like 10% more you listen to only.Actually,I really don't know how much efford you actually put on me.I don't like to always hear.i want to feel it,I want to see it with my own eyes to believe.I hate the word sorry.Cause everytime i hear it it hurts me!you know why?!Than baby know why it hurts?!Cause I know everytime you say finish sorry,end up,I am gonna face the same thing again.Yes you did change alot.Maybe not so pik cik already,I guess.people need time to change.I am giving time.I also want to change,but I keep telling you letting you,but i don't see anything,I will get fed up.I am So damn fed up.Like I've said before.I sad or angry,so what? You don't care.Cause you know you are more fierce then me.You know end up I will say sorry,I will still be there.I don't know why i say so much.I feel even if I type the whole page,its doesn't mean anything.Maybe you'll even be pik cik now.Hmm..

A monday night Moon

12th of September 2011,Monday

I toke it from googles.=]

Happy mooncake festival.This year the moon wasn't really big n round.We ended up in look out point in Jalan Ampang.

Taking a trip down Petaling street

Sunday, 11th Of September 2011

Today is the first time me and baby went down to Petaling Street (茨厂街) known as china town in selangor.We toke the LRT.Easy Fast Cheap.Lol! The best chee cheong fun with nothing but chee cheong fun!Thumbs up!

Twinkle Twinkle lil star

Hi baby!I love you muchiieee.I miss you very much!Baby lefted for outstation again today.I miss you.='[ Well..its ok.Your a guy,you have to have a good future in order to look after me!(Wink face).I love you baby!Yes..We argueds again yesterday..I don't really remember why.This morning I woke up,I put on the mickey tee  u bought me.Went in my car,when I put My bottle aside me like i always do before I drive.Something went thru my head.Actually baby did give me his everything.But I was always asking for more from baby.I know I am bad.=/ But I also love baby alot mah!(hehehehe)Thank you for everything baby!I love you.

Thank you baby!

 13th of August 2011

cute cute one lo!

THANK YOU BABY!hehe...Thankyou for buying me the  beg I wanted(desperately).. Hehe..So cute of you.Actually I really didn't want baby to waste that money to do so.Cause I know baby lack of cash le.=/ But thankyou baby!Muacks!I love you very much!And I loved the beg alot!Seriouly alot!Muacks!Hehe..Thankyou baby!

Baby left me...again,

Baby baby baby! Kelian de baby.Had to go outstation again.I miss you.Telling me that you feeling insecure in all the way so far,haih~Its ok baby.I am still here for you.Just don't sleep while you're driving.You must always be aware.Baby so cute like a small boy.Telling me he don't want to go.Want to pinch you!GRRRrr! Hehe.First day baby not here.Far far away~Hm....Miss you baby!Still waiting for your text or call.Miss you.Be a good boy there! Muacks!

Bish bash Boshh

Hayarrr baby!

Kinda sad sad now.Hmm..I went thru Yen yen's profile.Somehow..I just feel that she loves you more then I do.And I don't know why she can change you so much.I really don't know what she thinks about you.The saddest sentence that I saw inside was,when you told her,she was your last,and she was the first girl that you ever propose to.Although at the end,u leave her.But..Sometimes I will think,will you do the same to me?!=/Will you say u love me,u want to get married with me,but end up,you will also leave me?Like how you always leave without saying goodbyes.I ama Scared.When I saw her blog,her profile,What She says about you.How she feels.I feel damn..San fu.I shouldn't had made u a video,shouldnt have created this dumb shit blog!So ugly!I feel so disgusted!Haih.Bi...I like the you,when you weren't like this,I like the you,when you were with Jayne.Cause I feel thats the most happiest moment in your life.Hmm..I really hate it!When you were with Yen Yen,she spoiled you!She spoiled my baby.I don't know how to bring you back.I really don't know.I love you.

Saturday SAturday Saturday

30th July 2011

Went out with baby to Midvalley.We had Fun.With the awesome-ness icecreams.But ferrero was out!Aiks!Will try there again!Need the ferrero flavour! hehe..Love you.

What does it feels like?

Bi,what does it feels like reading the blog?!What is the blog to you?!HMm...?Baby..I want to know.

First Pizza Milano

Didn't recall when was it but then it was sweet.We actually sat there and eat,for the very very first time.We went GREEN!

My first V-Soy from you!

I remember it was on the 16th of April.I was texting with baby and told baby that I wanted to drink V-Soy! End up,baby appear infront of my house.Thankyou baby! Muacks!

Happy two months anniversary Baby

baby cook for me for the first time.Gastric that time,One bite one kiss.NICE!

he and his chocolates!

we were red yesterday,some ohm!

Yesterday wasn't all bomb and stuff,but then I enjoyed spending time with you.I love you baby,Thank you for the two months.Actually we did many things together before,while I was deleting my phone pictures and re arranging the folders in my com,i see thru alot of our pictures,we had alot of fun for this pass two months.With alot of our first time and stuff.Thank you baby!I love you very much.=]

Baby is back!

Few days of living without baby beside me.Was AWEFUL!I miss baby so much.He was so cute enough to actualy write me something.Baby's words are so cute.Hurry to the airport me n ah gor,made it in time to pick up our love ones.Damn cutiee one lo!Had dinner at daddy's place.Rush down to Tesco.Yea..And then..Everything sucks.Well...don't have to explain thou.Atleast I am happy that baby is beside me now.I love you.Muacks!

How cute can you still be?

the never ending bitter sweet

BIII!!! I love you..Thank you very very very very very much! The pizza milano coffeee today tooo sweet already,now all the ants come bitieee me! Haih! Can not wait to see you tonight! Love you baby!Every bits and pieces of YOu! muacks.

Boohoo

Bi is leaving to SG tomorrow morning.Miss you hell lot! Haih.What to do?!I can not go.Can not contact at all.Actually is can,but then they will charge for our calls.Miss bi ahh! Bi...I love u! you should know so! Ok?!So enjoy your trip and remember to tell me all about it.Cause I want to know.And maybe we can go again next time.! Teeeeheee..Muacks!

Genting Trip For the first time

Flash back to Saturday & Sunday (9.7.11 & 10.7.11)

 Toothbrush

 Good morning

 Weeee....

Baby's favourite!

chicken pie for tea

i made a wish n it already came true

Hey baby!I love you!I feel so great and awesome!First time going to Genting with baby! YIIII!!!!! So darn happy!Get to hug baby to sleep in the night.Hmm..It was great.Although that lasted for only four hours.Walked around with baby!Get to brushyy teeth with you!Sweett stuff!Everything is damn ONZ!I love you baby.Walking with you alone in the cold weather knowing that you are there to hold my hand and keep me safe and warm.The feeling was great! Thankyou baby!

Sorry

Sorry baby,

    I made u felt that way yesterday.But you should know that I don't mean it at all.Baby mean alot to me.You know?!haih..Hmm..I really did alot of things before.I really did.The trust in you might be lesser each time.Hm..but then....I don't know.I love you.Sorry baby.Muacks!

Keliann de Teddy Tummy

7th July 2011

Today,baby was suppose to go to Alor Star with the big boss,but woke up late,turned out he didn't make it and got shoot by biggy boss.Haih.I know baby sure damn sad.Just now during lunch time,me ,sis n dad went to Bangsar Shopping Centre,and there was like a chocolate fair.And there was this snickers that was imporated from USA,So i bought it for baby.Hope baby would feel better after eating it.The girl said that it will taste different.Hopefully she don't con me la.I miss you baby.Can not wait to finish work to see you.Love you!Genting soon.Cross my fingers & pray!

I am all about you boy

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said "Excuse me, beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"
And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thank you, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things

It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)
It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)
It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)
And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it's all about him, yeah

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

Meee First Post For euuuu

 This would be where we start our journey

Baby! Ahhh...I finally decided to do a blog for us.Was thinking whether I want to or not because I know I won't be the first one doing this for you.But atleast mine is not in chinses (Hehehe...evil face*) 1 month & 15 days we are together.Awesome?!It seems like a long time already.I will only tell you about our blog on our 2months anniversary( evil face again*) Well..its a new start thou.Hmm..I will try to write it everyday and fill it with all my love for you.I want to show you that.Hmm..Actually I do really love you very very much.But to honestly tell you that I am still afraid.I am afraid that if I put all my heart,all my patients,my everything in love,end up..I will still get the results.I love you baby.More than you can ever imagine.I know I have been repeating this sentence,its not because I got nothing else to say,is because I really really really mean it when I say that to you.Muacks!