U left me heart brokened.

Hello..

Last night, I have been crying hours for you.I couldn't sleep at all.For all I've done, I always hope that you would love me more and more and more. It seems I do more, I get hurt more, I do less I also get hurt. I am so mad at you when I woke up this morning. I was so angry. I always tell myself that you would be different.Well, somehow I really failed. I sucks as a GF serious! My own Bf also don't diu 7 me. Haha.. I really laughed. Why did't you let me know?! I was waiting for you.Do you know? I can not sleep! I keep telling myself, I believe in you that you will come home. But you didn't. You can think that you did nothing wrong, but to me, you did, you didn't tell me at all.. Imagine I was like that?! Hm..

What my love is actually to you?

Hello... We suck! Haha.. One of the worst couples in the world.That is how it is to me.Felt like I went back highschool. Everything I say that I didn't like, you do.Do you even know why I was mad? Do you even care I was mad? Haha... Why did u lie when u said u were going overtime instead of Kayu? Why did u lie again?! Why did u close my phone again? WHen YOU were the one who said rude things to me?!You think you can treat me like a bitch,Great~ Thanks =)  But I hate it! So damn much! Everything I do for you! don't say because you were worry and all. You liked that I ignore you, because you are already so damn sick of me.You just want a girl to teman you when you are bored, not to find a girl and to love.NO! There is no LOVE! NO LOVE AT ALL.. Whose sad?! Me or you! FUck myself!

Where are you ?

Hey bi.. I know you are still sleeping.Ofcause I hope that today you would come and look for me.I know I should not put my hope up so high, because I wouldn't know that whether you will come here or not.You didn't service your car, I have nothing to say about that already.I know you slept late last night and you didn't text me good night.Hmm.. I miss you now.Will you be here?! I didn't drive today you know. =) Holiday, enjoy and relax.Sleep as much as you like.Hope that one day my heart won't feel that hurt anymore because of you. I love you.. too much already.Fuck it.

Its up!

Hello baby lao gong~ Hehe.. Here comes our first memory of love! =)

Remember me, remember us.. after a million years! Muacks! i love you baby..

Thank you baby lao gong!

Aheheh.. Hello U stupid babi baby! Thank you for yesterday. I felt very happy=) Really..I enjoyed every moment yesterday =D Hehe. Muacks!

couple tee!

weeepeee

tq baby!

love u love u, u r my mr perfect.

 

 

 

 

 

thankyou for making me smile.I am laughing so loud inside.

For once, and after so long. I felt like a girl last night.I didn't have to be strong.Didn't have to do what most guys do.I love that feeling.Ofcause, I never meant that I always have to be pampered like this. But I really did felt so damn good.Like we really are in a relationship.It doesn't mean that we have to always waste money to feel loved.Sometimes I wish that we could take silly pictures together, make stupid videos and so on.We can spend time watching Tv at your place.Just me and u.I like that feel. I love you baby.Thank you.

Happy anniversary=)

Happy 9 months anniversary fat pig. Guess you didn't remember did you? =) Muacks.. Will I get atleast a letter or a ballooon from you?! =/ I love you. Muacks.

Hello.

Are you reading?! guess NOT~ Hahahhhahahaha ...

Something for you

Hi bi..Actually I really am not happy.Like all the things I do for you.You don't really bother?!Isit cause I do not enough?Why haven't I been updating blog lately?Cause I know no matter how I update,will u actually read it?!I guess not.Yesterday,I was really angry.I was so upset.I was down.Depressed like I really just want to let some car bang me.I love you.I do.But the feeling you gave me yesterday was like,do you even care what I really want?!Or you just lazy to bother.Do u actually think that What you are giving me is enough?What I really want at that moment?Will u care?!For what I see with my own eyes is,you don't.I feel sad,to you is like 'so what?!'.Most important is like yourself first.Ah ying tell me,you listens to your gf more then your family,i told her,not really,maybe I am just like 10% more you listen to only.Actually,I really don't know how much efford you actually put on me.I don't like to always hear.i want to feel it,I want to see it with my own eyes to believe.I hate the word sorry.Cause everytime i hear it it hurts me!you know why?!Than baby know why it hurts?!Cause I know everytime you say finish sorry,end up,I am gonna face the same thing again.Yes you did change alot.Maybe not so pik cik already,I guess.people need time to change.I am giving time.I also want to change,but I keep telling you letting you,but i don't see anything,I will get fed up.I am So damn fed up.Like I've said before.I sad or angry,so what? You don't care.Cause you know you are more fierce then me.You know end up I will say sorry,I will still be there.I don't know why i say so much.I feel even if I type the whole page,its doesn't mean anything.Maybe you'll even be pik cik now.Hmm..

A monday night Moon

12th of September 2011,Monday

I toke it from googles.=]

Happy mooncake festival.This year the moon wasn't really big n round.We ended up in look out point in Jalan Ampang.

Taking a trip down Petaling street

Sunday, 11th Of September 2011

Today is the first time me and baby went down to Petaling Street (茨厂街) known as china town in selangor.We toke the LRT.Easy Fast Cheap.Lol! The best chee cheong fun with nothing but chee cheong fun!Thumbs up!

Twinkle Twinkle lil star

Hi baby!I love you muchiieee.I miss you very much!Baby lefted for outstation again today.I miss you.='[ Well..its ok.Your a guy,you have to have a good future in order to look after me!(Wink face).I love you baby!Yes..We argueds again yesterday..I don't really remember why.This morning I woke up,I put on the mickey tee  u bought me.Went in my car,when I put My bottle aside me like i always do before I drive.Something went thru my head.Actually baby did give me his everything.But I was always asking for more from baby.I know I am bad.=/ But I also love baby alot mah!(hehehehe)Thank you for everything baby!I love you.

Thank you baby!

 13th of August 2011

cute cute one lo!

THANK YOU BABY!hehe...Thankyou for buying me the  beg I wanted(desperately).. Hehe..So cute of you.Actually I really didn't want baby to waste that money to do so.Cause I know baby lack of cash le.=/ But thankyou baby!Muacks!I love you very much!And I loved the beg alot!Seriouly alot!Muacks!Hehe..Thankyou baby!

Baby left me...again,

Baby baby baby! Kelian de baby.Had to go outstation again.I miss you.Telling me that you feeling insecure in all the way so far,haih~Its ok baby.I am still here for you.Just don't sleep while you're driving.You must always be aware.Baby so cute like a small boy.Telling me he don't want to go.Want to pinch you!GRRRrr! Hehe.First day baby not here.Far far away~Hm....Miss you baby!Still waiting for your text or call.Miss you.Be a good boy there! Muacks!

Bish bash Boshh

Hayarrr baby!

Kinda sad sad now.Hmm..I went thru Yen yen's profile.Somehow..I just feel that she loves you more then I do.And I don't know why she can change you so much.I really don't know what she thinks about you.The saddest sentence that I saw inside was,when you told her,she was your last,and she was the first girl that you ever propose to.Although at the end,u leave her.But..Sometimes I will think,will you do the same to me?!=/Will you say u love me,u want to get married with me,but end up,you will also leave me?Like how you always leave without saying goodbyes.I ama Scared.When I saw her blog,her profile,What She says about you.How she feels.I feel damn..San fu.I shouldn't had made u a video,shouldnt have created this dumb shit blog!So ugly!I feel so disgusted!Haih.Bi...I like the you,when you weren't like this,I like the you,when you were with Jayne.Cause I feel thats the most happiest moment in your life.Hmm..I really hate it!When you were with Yen Yen,she spoiled you!She spoiled my baby.I don't know how to bring you back.I really don't know.I love you.

Saturday SAturday Saturday

30th July 2011

Went out with baby to Midvalley.We had Fun.With the awesome-ness icecreams.But ferrero was out!Aiks!Will try there again!Need the ferrero flavour! hehe..Love you.

What does it feels like?

Bi,what does it feels like reading the blog?!What is the blog to you?!HMm...?Baby..I want to know.

First Pizza Milano

Didn't recall when was it but then it was sweet.We actually sat there and eat,for the very very first time.We went GREEN!

My first V-Soy from you!

I remember it was on the 16th of April.I was texting with baby and told baby that I wanted to drink V-Soy! End up,baby appear infront of my house.Thankyou baby! Muacks!

Happy two months anniversary Baby

baby cook for me for the first time.Gastric that time,One bite one kiss.NICE!

he and his chocolates!

we were red yesterday,some ohm!

Yesterday wasn't all bomb and stuff,but then I enjoyed spending time with you.I love you baby,Thank you for the two months.Actually we did many things together before,while I was deleting my phone pictures and re arranging the folders in my com,i see thru alot of our pictures,we had alot of fun for this pass two months.With alot of our first time and stuff.Thank you baby!I love you very much.=]